When I have no Internet, the Microsoft Mail program included with Windows 10 still does the spellcheck, so it's a pretty good editor for blogging. Today I realized it can actually be used to send directly to the Wordpress Blog.  I used a Star Trek reference to my psychiatrist, so he did as well. I can see how some patients might imagine...

My name is Richard, and this isn't really my story, but it's such a great story, it needs to be told and since I'm the only other person on Earth that know it, the task falls to me. In a way, I feel a bit like Dr Watson, who wrote all the adventures of his best friend Sherlock Holmes, except I'm not a fictional British doctor, but a real...

I'm glad I remembered the title because there was lemon cake and ... well.. Lemon cake. The origin story of lemon cake for me, goes all the way back to when I never learned gradients. Lemon cake was always just awesome. Those that I might grade...

Doesn't it bother anyone else that an apple with a bit out of it is the symbol for betrayal, evil, and the creation of hell. Oh yeah, and a computer company.  

If you believe that the story is the only prize. The story is all. The storyeller are the winners. If you believe in the story, then there is little difference between good and bad. If you understand the power of creating your own stories, then any situation no longer has a happy ending or a horrid ending. Both have a good story.  To anyone who...

I was about ti wrute a new blog post this Tu Restart. I had the auto correct settings slightly wrong. I'm happy with my choice to change my own normal. I both love and hate change depending on how much notice I have. I can not however livecwithout change. The greatest stories of our life begin with change. Your universe expands. Let's get...

I just realized my Blog is like the movie Memento. It can be read backwards, and you learn what everything means in reverse, eventually. Imagine if I wrote it as a book, but one that was designed and styled to be read backwards. You start at age 100 with the current blog, and it reads backwards. Nothing makes sense until you read more.  ...

Is it possible idiots have a leader role model and permission to be assholes. Black Friday will be the country's worst in history. Is it possible, ribs may lead to military Marshall law? I remember reading our Prime Minister can declare Marshall law, but a president cant House swapping weeks Maybe Ted would want to be an extra Probably not 20...

I've always been fascinated with people watching.  Seeing smiles on faces energizes me like sunlight energizes Superman. I especially like seeing different cultures and how the react tio the same things, and observing different towns and communities and noticing the subtle differences. Sometimes it's the little things, like the change of a font...

It seems natural that everyone who blogs and perhaps, who breathes, should have some form of political opinion about the 2016 Election. People who have lived through more than one in their interest years has to agree this one is unlike anything we've experienced in the United States, and more than any other, It has drastically educated half the...

​I learned the term Micro Expressions from TV a few years back when Tim Roth starred in Lie to Me. A crime drama where his team used facial expressions to figure out if people meant what they were saying.  I believe that I have been using that concept, without knowing the name, for many years to detect emotions and reactions in the faces and...

When I talk about being obsessive, people tend to jump to the conclusion I mean Obsessive-compulsive (OCD) and quickly correct them. Recently, I started to reevaluate whether I am OCD or not, because the more I obsess over it, the more the lines become blurred.  The photograph above shows my obsessive collection of the center cardboard from...

Everywhere I look today,  I have people who's opinions I care about,  and I have to decide which ones to confess to. Which ones can I tell "I've been bad this year".  I just told my closest female friend about the addiction. I don't want a reply today.  I don't want to see how I hurt her.  I'll take that one when I'm...

there is a moment when you're playing the card game HEARTS, and you think... awww.. fuck it, lets go for the lot. You try to get every single trick, knowing if you miss just one, you'll get a huge score penalty. I believe there are many moments in life just like that. The moment where you've peaked, and it's all downhill from here, so you give...

Over the past few years, I have not been keeping my blog up to date. My posts were few and far between. During this time however, I was still writing, and creating new video content. I was just not sharing any of it publically. I have kept a journal of sorts since I can remember. My first memory of writing during a crying session, was one of the...

Some religions believe that miracles happen every day, and things we would never believe are divine, we call a coincidence.I call them signs from the Universe that somebody is paying attention. This evening, I was watching TV and the commercial for the new series of X-STANCE or whatever it's called. The first 1/3 second is half a body running on...

Right now, we still have an official war on drugs.  We have to show some progress publically now and them arresting criminals.  Showing arrests is important. In some ways, more important than actually arresting people.  We need the public to know we occasionally have a successful arrest.It seems we're actually OK with criminals getting high,...

The current battle I have within my head every time I smoke even a teeny tiny bit of weed, is whether to come clean, and admit it. To confess to using drugs, or at least enjoying an occasional inspiration puff. I have a vaporizer, and now and then, I inhale a breath or two. Less than a pet's worth, and then I sit down and write. Some of my...

There is a new CSI reality show on TV this season.  It breaks from the traditional CSI,  mainly in that they do absolutely no CSI work.  They are FB! 's CYBERCRIMES Division,  but they go a little overboard on what cases consistent CYBER., at least so far.  I' ve blogger my opinion elsewhere on the Pilot. Today I started thinking about what a CSI...

My brain is always active. Sometimes, they call it obsession, and I'm on medication to reduce it, but other times, it's just imagination. When I watch a TV show or a movie, my brain is usually thinking on multiple levels.  Sometimes it's distracting, especially if the show is boring. Other times it's fun, because I imagine all sorts of...

I started watching last nights new CSI series with no expectations. I was curious at most, but didn't spend any time pre thinking about it. I just turned it on and watched the first scene. A child abduction. The first thing I noticed was the father of the child sleeps in his glasses. I even paused and rewound to establish he really was...

Pauseandblog: Survivor Pauseandblog. A word I made up for when I pause, and blog about the TV show I am watching, before I see how it turns out. I just paused on Survivor because on player in the minority said something smart and creative and whether or not he follows through, it's still genius that deserves some attention. Whether you follow the...

Bathroom blogging It's been a few days since I sat down and started writing again. I had a good streak there for a while, but without obsession or guilt driving me, it's easy to ignite and do without. The interesting side effect of blogging daily is that it changes how you view life at least a little. Ad I observe the world around me, I...

Paging Doctor Blog Since I don't do too many back to back appointments these days, O don't find myself waiting in cars with time to share as much as I used to. These days, one of the only blank time periods I experience is when I'm in a waiting room, awaiting a doctor. So I blog. I gave not been keeping up with the new hobby daily as I promised...