Uranium

What if uranium wasn’t harmful and deadly
What if it’s safe, but you click the right trigger the dinasaurs might get a second chance..

Story idea. The world is destroyed tonight at 6, but we’ve been reliving this day in a loop for 300 years.

One child is born on that day and he is immune to its effect. He grows living in a hell at first and a series of looping Mondays with a kid that can retain and remember.

I build computers that run continuously andcan transfer your consciousness into the game.

I’m doing it aga5. Trying to control mylmage. Trying to control their perception

Root. Approval seeking

Please don’t make me choose
Please don’t yell

Ding. Lightbulb biggie
Or another excuse

Ding. Or is it the weed winning and my gtat confident focused Jeff now sleeps till 2

I blamed the bad drug but over its the good drug.

Water Overflow. What was I doing before that?

Water Overflow. What was I doing before that?

I was sitting in my chair outside the door after feeding the animals there afternoon meal and our fish bathtub has a small leak so one of my new tasks daily is to refill it. Because it has fish in it we do this very slowly with it trickle but the hose turns on and off...

Heightened Awareness

Heightened Awareness

A few draws on the pipe. Huge clouds. A giggle and an enhanced view. I remember this. Every woman looks prettier. I smile. I wish I could break into a conversation with anyone. Just to talk. To talk rapidly probably. I'm in the fast mode. I'm not used to the pipe. I...

This is where I’m honest, right

This is where I’m honest, right

I'd like to think I could be honest again, because I think I'm worth a second look. I only feel this is true. When I'm high. I did a huge thing today. I just did it. I got high on a drug that isn't weed. Let me lead into that. I have a story. I'm an interesting...

The Grab I can’t Afford

The Grab I can’t Afford

Sometimes I amaze myself with what I'm willing to do to appease others. In this case, it's as much appeasing myself I suppose. I'm mixing up emotions in my head. This week I happened to acquire $100 in cash. This is money that rightfully should be dedicated to paying...

Second Life

Second Life

This blog is a mixture of writings when I was high.  Sometimes, very high. Orange Jeff is an alias that I use in the alternate Universe I spend time in known as Second Life. More than an alias, Orange Jeff is a persona. In that Universe, I am openly a drug user. Drugs...

Jeff Goebel